y does it still hurt so much? i cry everytime i tink about it... it's been 16 days...

the only reason i look so ok on the outside cos i made it so...

yet it's so tiring trying to keep up the happy face... you know you dun live alone in this world..

i've come to a conclusion that there's no such thing as a best guy friend to a girl.. cos it's way too complicated and there's no much emotional involvement somehow.. be it one sided or both..

i dun tink i can ever open up to him like i used too.. i know i shld or else i'll lose a friend.. but it's really so hard.. i carn even explain why it's so hard.. but right now i feel that the only thing he can help me with is to help me forget him.. cos memories are too painful to remember...

maybe it's juz me.. i'm too sensitive... but i still cant detach emotionally..

a tragedy in the making.. how true...

juz trying to occupy my mind with other stuff and hope time will heal me...