a close guy friend asked me to accompany him to the place where his relationship first began... it was a beautiful place, one that ought to be accompanied by beautiful memories.. but it wasn't the case for him...

i could really feel his pain... he wanted to revisit the place where it all began so that it could all end... thoroughly... to forget her... it was more than a year since his relationship ended, yet he couldn't forget... i was really touched by his devotion to her... why must two pple so deeply in love w one another be forced to part ways like tt??

i couldn't console him.. i knew words would help little during moments like this. i juz sat quietly with him... i understood completely what he was gg through..

prayed silently for him...

he showed me a beautiful keychain with a photo of him and her.. they looked so happy together...

we dug a little hole... he placed the photo in the hole, then buried it... i broke down... it was too much to bear.. the pain and sorrow this guy felt.. i felt it too..

i know i prob can nv be as brave as him... takes so much courage...

he shouted as he threw one piece of the key chain into the sea... he handed me the remaining piece and told me to do the same... to let go...

even though i did throw the piece i had held in my hand, i knew deep inside i hadn't let go of u...

i still miss you... if only u knew... i try to be strong... i try not to show... i try to forget... but ultimately, i still love you...i wonder how u feel... what's gg on in your mind...

i can only wonder...

everytime i have the urge to sms you, to call you, to talk to you... but i know that if i do tt, i'll just miss you even more... and i'll just open old wounds...

it hurts the same as the day at changi beach...

i wish i still had ur hand to hold... i miss you so much...

i can't forget you..i can't let go..

treasuring all the memories and stubbornly refusing to let go... struggling to cling on to last straws...

i'm so foolish to love you so much...

i'm still in so much pain...

if only u knew.. if only u could be there for me...

if only...